Posts tagged ‘Plans’

Aug 8, 2011

Really Must Learn…

… To not let myself get distracted.
I told myself I’d sleep at 3am after I finished off somethings, didn’t happen as you can see.

My justification?
Found some awesome *secret plans*, and that makes it worth it =D.

Here’s a random fact, calculations keep me up =]P.

Post something fun when I wake up later in the day.

Good Morning zzZ,
Helen ♥

Jun 17, 2011

Almost close to the hard stuff XD

WELL you all remember how I said if I studied I would do this and this and that…
Yehhh didn’t do it XD…
But I’ve almost finished up to lecture 3 of WSD… and that’s considered the easy stuff ><"".
I've also written up the first three chapters of ITOM.
And in the beginning of the semester I wrote notes on the first lecture of ITOM.
SO REALLY… I'm only one lecture off my original plan, and it only took me a week =]P.

And regarding the surprise…
I hope you don’t find it yet,
I still want to add one little thing to it,
which I don’t currently have in my possession… but soon… very soon =].

I had amazing day the other day =].
OK, back to WSD.

Happy studying,
Helen ♥

Feb 11, 2011

Plan B

Sooo I woke up early, and I called,
but it was all booked out.
Well I kinda expected it since it was the first time this was happening, and it had already been advertised more than a week ago.

Luckily I had a plan B,
So I’ve implemented that, gotten a booking for lunch, an idea for the time inbetween and hopefully dinner won’t be too crowded.
I really hope we have outside seats for lunch ^^, but I don’t think people will be very willing to give them up ><.

I feel as if I’m holding back, and that I’m not doing the best that I can because of my own petty thoughts. I really want to rise above this and be what I’m expected to be, what I know I can be, but there’s so much I don’t understand.
I don’t understand why,
and that’s probably one of the things that’s stopping me from letting this go.

This is stupid, I’m not going to let you win, I’m not going to let my frustration for you stop me from helping someone else.
From today I’m letting this go.
I’m going to stop myself from worrying about you, trying to understand you, I’m going to stop letting you occupy my conversations and thoughts.
I’m not going to let what you do distract or worry me.
Because you’re not worth it, what you do, what you’re like, is no concern of mine anymore.

If you wish to continue on your path of destruction then so be it, I’m not going follow and be petty like you. That’s something I’ve left behind and I sure as hell won’t go backwards and let myself get caught up in that stupidity and childish behaviour again.

I’ve tried, and I’ve given you chances, but I’ve realised now, it’s not about you, it’s about everyone else, and I’m not going to let you affect my relationship with them. Each time I talk about you, let you worry me; I’m becoming like you.
So I’m going to stop.

Helen ♥

Jan 7, 2011

What to say…

Things are harder to say when you don’t know where you stand.
How do you know if something you say, won’t sound like you’re saying something else?
Actually what I want to say, will sound exactly what it’s suppose to sound like.
Sometimes I don’t know what to say…

Hmm, my hair’s a lot longer than it has been in a long while.
I didn’t notice till Ed pointed it out.
That being said, I’m going to have to trim it soon, the layers are getting uneven and too long, and my fringe is weirdly shaped.
I’m only afraid I’ll cut off too much like I usually do.

Oh and goals for 2011, I’m working on it.
Last year’s goals were affected by things that happened the year before and the beginning of the year.
So this year, I’ll see how things pan out for the first few months, to see what kind of year I’m in for.

Finally starting to slow down after more than three weeks of going out.
And as much as I enjoy seeing everyone and socialising, it’s good to be alone.

I once blogged about people making comparisons, and I’m completely fine with it, it’s human nature to compare, but it’s when people do it in such a way to put others down that it really gets to me.
Why would you need to create a situation that makes you look better at the expense of others?
Why do some people enjoy turning something positive into something negative?
Just the way that some people choose to express themselves and their justification for it, is kind of skewered.
If you have nothing constructive to say, sometimes it’s best to say nothing at all, instead of digging yourself into a hole.

On a happier note,
YAYYYYYY bike riding.
I really hope it doesn’t rain =]P.

Chirp Chirp,
Helen ♥

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