Mmm Chocolate

GUESS WHAT I’M NOT DOING!
That’s right, I’m not writing out 6 simple synopses, it only says MAXIMUM half a page too, tsk at me and one half page justification thing, go me XD.

So now I’m blogging, actually I wanted to blog last night,
but I was really tired, three hours of sleep kinda does that to you.
Lack of sleep also makes things seem bigger than they really are,
most of it was just me being annoyed at myself for feeling disappointed and not knowing what to do, which lead to me not wanting to have expectations.

Expectations just seem so restrictive,
and I don’t like being restrictive or needy or reliant, though I don’t mind it being the other way around.

I was planning to roam the city, find somewhere to sit down and collect my thoughts.
But what happened was so much better, and I’m glad you can make it so comfortable for me to tell you things like that; that you’re patient and you don’t push me; and that you can make me smile and laugh after it all =].

You know what the funny thing is,
I can tell you everything,
but there’s one thing I’m afraid of saying.
It’s too early, it’s not the right time, you don’t want to ruin the moment; don’t want pressure; don’t want there to be expectations; don’t want the response to be forced, I just hope I won’t ever hit, it’s too late.

Something to think about, chocolate you can smell, but can’t really taste; What is it? =]P

And this song has been stuck in my head, thanks a lot Brandon =]P.
I was listening to it on repeat whilst writing this XD.

At a better hour next time,
Helen ♥