Heavy Heart

Why do they only,
visit me at night?
In bed, I’m alone,
They shake my resolve.

Inside me, they sit,
Gnawing and sowing.
Tiny seeds of doubt,
They nuture and feed.

I wish you were here,
But that cannot be.
Instead I force sleep,
Heavy is my heart.

Helen •Ø_ו
22/08/11

All this writing’s finally making me sleepy, and less you know…
It helped, it really did =D.
It’s funny though,
I don’t think I’ve ever written any happy “poetry”,
is that a bad thing?

In The Event That I Study

Seeing as my going to uni tomorrow will only consist of a maximum of 2 hours of WSD, I am going to attempt to study.

The plan as follows:
– Complete up to lecture 3 of WSD.
– Make notes on the first 3 chapters of the ITOM text book.
– Complete up to lecture 2 of ITOM.

I’m actually kinda excited about studying ITOM, I really like it =D.
The content for WSD and PMP kinda gets me down, and E-Commerce is okish.

To more exciting things, the Manly Food, Wine and Sustainability Festival. I love volunteering for that, cause you get fed. And this year it was even better cause Holly and I were located where there was a low number of people using the bins. Also it didn’t rain and it wasn’t as windy as hell as the previous years, so win win and win. You missed out Chi =]P. I only wish we could’ve kept the aprons.

Also went to Vivid again to play with my fixed camera, so I’ll upload those soonish.

I’ve said this several times before,
but I hate being left to my own thoughts.
I hate not being able to shake some things.
I hate the fact that I’ve given up on asking,
because I know the answer won’t satisfy me,
and that asking again only makes me want to know more.
Maybe there’ll never be answers…

Why is good food always spicy?
At least cake will never be spicy. I love you cake, especially cake from Manly’s Food, Wine and Sustainability Festival ^^.

CAKES!

Mooooo,
Helen ♥